kill the monkey!!

2003-05-10T07:08:00.000-07:00

its Sat...rotted at home the whole day...watched afew movies and stuff. watched "clueless", downloading others...hmmm shall blog abt yesterday.
met huat early at the bball court yesterday..but when i reached it was drizzling so i went to the void deck below and foud huat there. we played in this little stage thingy,played 1 on 1 dribbling and improvised on a game..this game we invented is super duper tiring lor...at first we said first to 10 goals win!! then half way we cut down to 5 goals..then to 3 goals..haha u can imagine how tiring and hard the game is..anywayz...both of us decided to play cards instead and wait for the rest to come. awhile later, wilson came and then yong...we all played cards. we played bridge...halfway wen came, followed by sab. played cards a lil longer and went to the coffee shop for lunch. had my mee soto for lunch again...
after lunch we went back to the bball court..there were already alot of peepx playing bball already..
-played bball..
jeremy and zhiyang came later...wen went back home to get the soccer ball. jeremy,yong,zhiyang and myself played some soccer accuracy thingy...we were supposed to hit down the dustbin aahha.. i hit down the dustbin first but they said it didnt count since my ball had rebounded off the stairs first..anywayz...jeremy did the same with the next shot!! but it didnt count too..
hmmm ...did a little juggling of the ball..i must train to keep the ball balanced on my head..keep trying!!
-played volleyball...
-trained freethrows...jumping
huat can touch the rim!! omg!! i must train harder now!! keep jumping!!!!!!
anywayz..
i went home early, at abt 6, coz i had youth service in church..
i wanna go watch X-MEN!!!!

heres my song..

TORN- natalie imbruglia
I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm
He came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake
And I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there
And not some holy light
Which crawled beneath my veins
And now I don't care
I had no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can touch I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake
And I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn
Torn

There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake
And I can see
The perfect sky is torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late
I'm already torn
Torn..

2003-04-29T05:18:00.000-07:00

today szuyu and rachel came to my house..played ddr.. rach was super suay cus when play truth or dare, the scissors kept pointing to her so she damn suay. then went home..then xj kangwei and neo came..kw and neo stayed for a while then went home.

2003-04-26T22:51:00.000-07:00

today is sunday...have nothing to do now..so i guess i shall blog abt yesterday.. =P

hmm was supposed to meet xj at bishan at 1..but then i msged her to tell her tt i wasnt going to watch movie le coz i tot i was going to buy clothes at beach rd instead..but i felt kinda bad since i like pung sei xj..so decided to go meet them later. haha i feel damn bad coz xj said she didnt get my msg and tt she waited at bishan for me...oh my..i feel super bad...anywayz..sorry la k..
anywayz..went to cine and met the rest ( wen,chunsi,sab,huat ) first..later we met up with kiak,juan and julia who were already shopping in cine. some of us went to eat at the food court some went to sushi bar...so richhh hor!! max came later..
after lunch we went to buy movie tix for "anger managment" super funny show lor...hahah i shall go download tt gay song!!!!!!! haha FUNNY!
hmmm...oh yah b4 the show we went to the arcade for awhile and then sat ard and played bridge awhile..
after the show we walked to heeren there stood outside deciding where to go eat dinner...then chunsi dropped her silver cross pendant thingy and all of us were trying to find it...super funny lor...can u imagine like 6-7 of us looking on the floor ..then everyone was like looking on the floor also seeing what we were doing hahah lame man..anywayz...we gave up searching after awhile and made our way to lido upstairs to eat..coz down there got free refill..haha
played cards there..up or down, made the loser drink thr softdrink..we played bridge after tt until one security guard came to tell us not to play cards there..after tt we went home..

sorry juan..=P
this is my song..havern published one in a long time..so here is one!! very nice!!!

~Elvis Presly~love me tender~

Love me tender,
love me sweet,
never let me go.
You have made my life complete,
and I love you so.

Love me tender,
love me true,
all my dreams fulfilled.
For my darlin' I love you,
and I always will.

Love me tender,
love me long,
take me to your heart.
For it's there that I belong,
and we'll never part.

Love me tender,
love me dear,
tell me you are mine.
I'll be yours through all the years,
till the end of time.

2003-04-23T05:42:00.000-07:00

oh no. joel is getting sars! my life is in danger!!!! oh no.. :( -- xj

2003-04-22T03:23:00.000-07:00

err.. i'm like using joels blog as mine now lorr.. sighh.. i really wanna use the com at my house again lorr... and that idiot joel write a cd for me that doesnt work... bloody asshole right.. oh it worked again.. oh yahh.. sigh i;m super sad now lorr. tmr i have pe again!!!! at least i zaoed pe today.... tmr pe is like a half hrs lor.. hope i dont die of running.. or physical stuff.. and i still have no cca.. what a lousy jc student.and joels com is really damn weird lorr. the chair is damn high and the keyboard table part is damn low.. i type until my hands the muscle damn shit and tired.. ughh. newae.. shd be going home early today.. having dinner at home.... yahh.. and will have nothing to do for the whole night......... and joel wrote alephant music on the bloody cover.. that stupid idiot. puii. anywayy.. sch was siann today.. as usual.. and sighhr we're not going back to st nicks liao.. i feel super cheated lorr.. like my whole life kena cheated by everyone one!!!!!! :/ ohh.. and i forgot to say.. joel lives in salvation army!!!! as in the salvation army building?!?!?!?! amazing. i dint know anyone could live in this kinda place lorr.. and right.. his room got tv. got computer got hi fi got telephone... is super shuang lorr.. everyone shd come and visit his hse someday. for every hour that you come to his hse right.. costs 5 dollars!! and hand the money to me horr k. -- xiujuan

2003-04-21T04:45:00.000-07:00

i am at joels house now.. szuyu is an idiot lorr. cheat me.. again!!!!!!!!!!!!! she has been lying to me since dunno when!!! i remember!!!!! since the day tt she first went out with weiyang... szuyu is a bloodied dead fish.. puii. anywayy.... i like joels com.. except the mouse is sucky... yahh!! :) and i'm bloggingfor him.. he also shares the same sentiments thta szuyu must have gone to meet weiyang then abandoned me.. and joelhas been hitting me the whole day lorr. super ~~big~~ small bully.. bloody monkey.. anywayy.. i cant use my com at home anymore.. cus my idiot dad took the keyboard and the mouse away.. so i wont be able to go online anymore!! :/ kk. nothing to say liao. -- xiujuan

2003-04-15T08:03:00.000-07:00

today was madness lor.. clever intelligent super smart juan woke me up so early...8 i think..coulden tell,was not really awake then. hmmm its been a long time since i took a shower in the early morning.SUPER cold lor..i was shivering can!! no hot water somemore!!! anywayz...rushed down to j8 to meet xj at 9..sooo early lor!! none of the shops were opn yet besides the fast food restraunts..
xj said she wanted to eat BK breakfast so we headed for town..took train.
when we reached orchard... clever xj said she wantd macs porridge instead..so dumb lor..there was a MACS at j8 too lor.. anyhow.. i ate bigbreakfast!!! whao in like dunno how many ages havernt eat tt already..hahah
hmm after tt ..we were juz wandering ard since most of the shops hadnt opn yet..walked ard aimlessly ard taka.. went to konikuya(is tt how u spell it?) haha had lotsa trouble pronouncing it..wahah..saw sports stufff...xj went to buy a hair clip.
juan introduced me to crystal jade today..hahah some restraunt,never been in one b4 tho..had lunch there..dunno what "la mian" chicken soup..quite yummy and some dao sa fried thingy for dessert.
after walking ard , juan decided to go bowling...i was reluctant since i hadnt bowled in a long time..im sucky..
xj can still say she lousier than me???!! she had like dunno how many spares and strikes lor.. she even beat me in the sec game..whao she had what?? 136? omg..so jian..bluff me!!! we played 3 games...
hmmm after tt we went to meet yong,huat,kiak and jeremy...went to lucky plaza there. they played counter strike he four of them .juan and me watched..
abt an hour later we went to the mrt station to meet max and julia...they took forever to come lor!! was waiting there for 20 mins??
haha anywayz..i went home after talking for awhile.. had to go meet another fren..
TML IM GOING TO PLAY BBALL!!! hope i get to learn new tricks..wahah

2003-04-13T07:47:00.000-07:00

>1. What is your name? Joel
>2. What are you wearing? 'hans' tshirt and chicago bulls shorts and underwear..haha
>3. What are you listening to right now? "no matter"-boyzone.
>4. What was the last thing you ate? my mums home made porridge.
>5. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? baby blue!!
>6. Where do you plan to go on your honeymoon? lake tahom(is tt how u spell it?) haha
>7. How is the weather right now? im in my air con room.
>8. Last person you talked to on the phone? erm??ytd xj woke me up?
>9. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? teeth,hair,smile,personality..opps did it say the first thing??
>10. Do you like the person that sent you this? yea..why not.altho i didnt really get to noe her better
>11. How are you today? tired.had drinks ytd
>12. Your favorite drink? lemon barley!!yeos one
>13. Your favorite alcoholic drink? vodka with 7-up?haha or baleys(is tt how u spell).
>14. How do you eat an Oreo? dip in milk till its soft then eat it whole..OR..twist it and lick the cream off haha.
>15. What's the next CD you're going to get? hmm..if i were to get one..it wud be a brass band one
>16. Hair color? goldenish brown.
>17. Eye Color? i dun have an idea.haha
>18. Do you wear contacts? yeah.
>19. Siblings/offspring and their ages? yup a sister..elizabeth(21)Favorite month? DECEMBER!! christmas!!hoho.
>21. Favorite food? beef noodles the one at j8 foodcourt.
>22. Last movie you watched? 51st state
>23. Favorite day of the year? my bday..duhhh.
>24. Are you shy to ask someone out? YAH..i dunno why also.
>25. Do you like scary or happy movies better?i prefer scary movies..haha.but actually i like comedies most!!
>26. Summer or winter? winter!! i never see snow b4..
>27. Hugs or Kisses?BOTH!!!=p.
>28. Relationships or one-night stands? relationships..of course! i not so jian
>29. Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate!
>30. Do you want your friends to write back? yeah.
>31. Who is most likely to respond? huh? respond to what?.
>32. Who is least likely to respond?RESPOND TO WHAT??!?!
>33. Living arrangements? with my family at my house.
>34. What books are you reading now? tin tin comiics!!! my fav!.
>35. What's on your mouse pad? the "zoo tycoon" cd,an air freshener,cleansing liquid,and a lil bible book.
>36. Favorite board games? RISK!
>37. Favorite magazine? teens
>38. Favorite smells? my fart!! hahah jking..erm.i guess it has to be my body shop soaps tt i display on my shelf.
>39. Least favorite smells? hmmm someone elses fart??.
>40. Favorite sound? used to be the dissmisal bell.
>41. Worst feeling in the world?when someone treats u like a fren but talks bad abt u behind ur back!.
>42. What's the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning? abt the person i dreamt during the night
>43. Favorite color? pink,baby blue,red
>44. how many times do u let the phone ring before you answer the phone? hmm tts a tough one..maybe two??.
>45. Future child's name? hmm i dun noe..when the time comes..ill choose a nice name..=p.
>46. Favorite thing in life? friends and a future...
>47. Do you like to drive fast? i dun mind driving fast but getting caught is what i dun want happening!hah.
>48. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yup..my "ikea" cat..and an "ikea" rounded smiley face pillow thingy.
>49. What's under your bed? hmm..maybe some long lost tressures?? maybe a tressure map!! i shall go check it out...
>50. What is your favorite number? 12.
> > >[ x ] Spell your first name backwards - leoj
>[ x ] The story behind your lj user name - what lj??lan jiao?haha dun think so rite???.
>[ x ] Where do you live - bishan!! near kopi diam.
>[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - short,corny,friendly?and hmm last one !! has to be something good..lemme think...childish? haha.
> >Describe Your >
>[ x ] Wallet - sigh..i dun have one..im using some cigerette case tt is broken.
>[ x ] Hairbrush -dunt have one.
>[ x ] Toothbrush - oral b flexi top and jagged bristles
>[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - hmmm i got alot or chockers..and a silver chain tribal one..nope no jewelry.
>[ x ] Pillow cover - yellow..with blue flowers.
>[ x ] Blanket - blue..omg!!i juz realized tt there is FISH, ELEPHANT and sun patterns on it..omg!! i shall go change it..haha
>[ x ]Coffee cup - normal mug??.
>[ x ] Sunglasses - oakley..all black.
>[ x ] Underwear - boxers -renown i think?.
>[ x ] Shoes -converse red ones.
>[ x ] Favorite top - giodarno..polo t.
>[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - i like my emporio armani one and my polo sport one the rest abit weird the smells.
>[ x ] CD in stereo right now - ayumi hamasaki
>[ x ] Tattoos - i feel like getting one but nope!!.
>[ x ] Piercings - nope.
>[ x ] What you are wearing now - why they ask again?? erm.."hans" t shirt..chicago bulls shorts..and underwear..haha.
>[ x ] Hair - hmm slightly below the eyes..brown...
>[ x ] Makeup - im not gay~!!!.
> >WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) > >
>[ x ] In my mouth - peel fresh arange juice.
>[ x ] In my head - someone..
>[ x ] you Wishing - i had more wishes!! haha ..i wish i could say something im not supposed to say.
>[ x ] After this - draw?.
>[ x ] you Eating - nothing at the moment..im hungry!.
>[ x ] your Fetishes - hands...
>[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what >reason - nobody in mind..im a good guy..i dun murder ppl...
>[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - hmmm..many ppl// i wanna see the person im going to see tml..
>[ x ] Is next to you - my table...
>[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - "a walk to remember" "life is beautiful" "remember the titans" "the core"
>[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - to find a job?.
>[ x ] The last thing you ate - ate porridge
>[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - falling seriously ill...
>[ x ] Do you like candles - yeah.
>[ x ] Do you like hot wax - yahh when it drips onto ur finger and has tt burning sensation for a split sec and then hardens up!! nice!.
>[ x ] Do you like incense - nah.
>[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - i cant even stand blood!! taste it??!! no way!.
>[ x ] Do you believe in love - yup i really do!!.
>[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - yeah.
>[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - yeah.
>[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - yeah.
>[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - YES! forgive and forget.
>[ x ] Do you believe in God - yeah.
>[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - cremated.
>[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - i hope i dun have one...
>[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be -i want a cute lil puppy!!!!!.
>[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - the latest i didn't sleep.
>[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - nah.. but i like belgium chocolates!!
>[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - yeah. of course.
>[ x ] What's your favorite coin - 50 cent coin.
>[ x ] What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to- huh? i dun understand..
>[ x ] What are some of your favorite pig out foods - vanilla add milo and cold milk..haha sick??
>[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - me.
>[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - why ppl dun understand me.
>[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - yah..my ex..havernt seen her in a yr?.
>[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow - something tt didnt happen today...
>[ x ] my mother thinks i am: the greatest son in the world..ahaha.
>[ x ] my sibling thinks i am: a cute and handsome bro..maybe tts juz so she can get me to follow her out.
>[ x ] my grandma thinks i am: my grandma has passed awy.
>[ x ] my grandpa thinks i am: he has also passed awy..but im sure he'll think im a great grandson.
>[ x ] my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks i am: i dunt have one.
>[ x ] your three best qualities - honest,trust worthy,faithful
>[ x ] three worst qualities - easily angered..always trying to be the best..easily seduced.
>[ x ] three things you are often complimented for - for being helpful,for being corteous.
>[ x ] you get embarrassed when - i get suanned in front of alot of ppl...
>[ x ] makes you happy - when ppl joke with me or laugh at my jokes..
>[ x ] upsets you - when u planned something and it didnt turn out as planned.
>Yes or No > >
>[ x ] you keep a diary = does blog count?? haha yes if it does
>[ x ] you like to cook = yes. i guess.
>[ x ] you have a secret you have not shared with anyone = yes..
>[ x ] you fold your underwear = yah.
>[ x ] you talk in your sleep = nope..
>[ x ] you bite your fingernails = no
>[ x ] you believe in love = yes
> > >Last > >
>[ x ] movie you rented = i d/l not rent...
>[ x ] movie you bought = "catch me if u can". .
>[ x ] song you listened to = all saints "never ever".
>[ x ] song you've downloaded = alot...haha too many to list down.
>[ x ] CD you listened to prior to the current one =all star united.
>[ x ] person you've called = no one..
>[ x ] person that's called you = so many...dunno who was the last tho
>[ x ] TV show you've watched = smallville..baywatch..
> >Do > >
>[ x ] you wish you could live somewhere else = no.
>[ x ] others find you attractive = i dun think so.
>[ x ] you want more piercings = no. .
>[ x ] you want more tattoos = no. wad for?
>[ x ] you drink = nah.
>[ x ] you do drugs = obvly NOT.
>[ x ] you like cleaning = yeah when i'm in the mood.
>[ x ] you like roller coasters = yeah!! if i can get a safe one!.
>[ x ] you write in cursive or print = i prefer to write in my cute letters...
>[ x ] you carry a donor card = no.
> >Have You > >
>[ x ] ever cried over a boy/girl = haha yeah .
>[ x ] ever lied to someone = duhhh.no one is perfect
>[ x ] ever been in a fist fight = yup i guess.
>[ x ] ever been arrested = nope

2003-04-11T09:41:00.000-07:00

just came back frm youth service..and its 11.30pm.. today was a fun day again..

went to meet juan at j8 first...then we headed to nyp!! coolz i actually walked ard in nyp today...hahah i cant wait till i actually get to study in it!! at first we were toatlly lost~ walked up and down like total idiots.anywayz...asked the security guard there and he showed us the way..the "visitors office area" was like some shopping centre haha
juan tried to apply today but the lady said tt she was too late and tt if juan really wanted to study in nyp ,she had to write in.. ~~hope her appeal is sucessful lor. dun worry kK.~~ dun think she wanna go nyp anymore..
hmm..
sat mrt back to bishan again...walked ard abit and decided to watch movie "51st state" , we bought the tix and went to food court to eat...ate beef noodles!!!! yum!
went to watch movie~
the show was not bad la...much much better than ironladies!! haha but the show was kinda disgusting tho..and VULGAR!!! haha esspeacilly tt liverpool fan guy!! haha he say the "f " word until itd like super funny!! haha
after the movie..we walked ard, hunting for a prezzie for max..but could not find one..
i had to rush back coz i had to attend the youth service...
now im back here..listening to "only hope " again AGAIN!! i think this song can really melt my heart....
dun really have anything left to say.. so depressed...sighhzz.

2003-04-09T10:50:00.000-07:00

sighhhzz...szuyu u tok too much crap!! anywayz..
i was rotting at home till szuyu asked me to go meet her and xiujuan at ikea to play bridge.szuyu called another one of her frens..(they are so pei lor) haha i didnt really got to noe his name tho..but i think he is a really nice guy!! hmmm.. today i spent alot of money..actually yesterday and today!! fwahhh like $50 gone?? kaoz...coz i like watched two movies in 2 movies in 2 dayz...haha
reached ikea ..hahah its only my secong time there?? haha so i sooo blur..anywayz..managed to find szuyu and gang. i bought the $1.50 hotdog for breakfast and lunch hehe
at first we were juz standing ard ,doing nothing ,staring at each other... then xiujuan suggested we go watch "iron ladies2" haha we cabed down to thiong bahru plaza, i think ...tt dumb plaza dosen even have a level 4??!!! haha damn stupid!! hmm ..i think iron ladies 2 was a dissapointment!! wasnt as good as the first one..actually it didnt make any sense to me at all..pui!! wasted money..sab i tot u said it was funny!! haha hmm maybe it was ,gay funny..i dunno
after the show we sat outside the arcade and played bridge...haha im not lousy okie ..szu!! i juz had lousy cards!!! haha (excuses) =p
hehe played for abt half an hour ,then szuyu had to go home and her fren also had to go home..so qiao hor!!!
haha dunno whether the "going home" part was true anot..haha
anywayz..took the train back to bishan wif xj..
at junction8 we walked ard the new shops!! haha saw soo many elephants hor xj! went to "miny toons"!!!!!! hahah stupid xj showed me bra straps and told me they were shoe lacers and tt i shud buy them....do i look dumb to u!! haha walked ard abit more and went for dinner...

had dinner at coffee bean...haha it was funny there!! to me la..
haha xj took my hp tt was on the table, i pretended not to noe ..she was giggling coz she tot i didnt noe tt she took my phone..so i dumbly asked her "what r u laffing abt?? "
" u mean u dont noe??"she replied.."NO" i jokingly said again...but i said whatever u might have taken is behind there!!! xj turned her head and i TOOK her wallet tt was on the table..haha and she didnt noe!!! hahah until like when we were walking out...hahah so dumb...(and she tot she was a good thief) ate pasta btw// yummy!! and drank iced mocha latte..
went to take neoprint...SO EXPENSIVE!!!! omg..haha but it was okie la.. its not like i have a chance to tk neo prints wif girls.. =p xj is so nice! [you bet right.. haha - xj] haha but we're only frens la..dun get rong ideas! stupid szuyu go anyhow say...idiottttttt!!!!! u shall be called dead fish!! 4eva! =D

hmmm its 1.30 in the morning now..im thinking of what i shud do tml.. im listening to "only hope" by mandy moore..and when i hear it, flashes of the movie cross my mind..the movie is "a walk to remember" and its super sad even when i hear this song now..sighhzz!! if only....
i think i shall put this song as my song...
XIU!!! I FORGOT ABT THE FAMOUS AMOS!!! looks like i have to go hungry tonight!! haha =p
okie..

~only hope~(mandy moore)
There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over, and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over, and over, and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours I pray
To be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing, and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours I pray
To be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope

I give you my destiny
I'm givin' you all of me
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm givin' it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hand and pray
To be only yours I pray
To be only yours I pray
To be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope

2003-04-05T02:29:00.000-08:00

stayed home today..didnt really do much,felt lazy!! hahah stayed home till about 2++
went to the gym till 4.30 ..i was super tired after that
now im downloading songs..i juz download all the songs then pick out the nice ones..hahah so now im bz listening to all the songs.
hmmm...very bored man stay at home do nothing!!! sighzzz
u all doing anything call me okie..or ill juz die at home..=)

haha i watched "loser" and ate da whole box of "mac and cheese" not bad la. haha feeling veh full now!
here's my song,

~standing at the begining with you~ (frm anastasia)

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are, I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
No one told me, I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start
Chorus:-
And life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin'
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you
We were strangers, on a crazy adventure

Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
(Repeat Chorus)
Knew there was somebody somewhere,
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing is going to tear us apart
(Repeat Chorus)
Life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep goin' on
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin'
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

2003-04-02T08:49:00.000-08:00

yay my guest book is up!! hahah go sign k

2003-04-02T08:22:00.000-08:00

OMG!! i broke my personal record again...played basketball for the whole day!! frm 10 in da morning to 10 in the evening..12 hrs.// i bet im taller than xj now!!! lolx feng,huat,yong,roy,wen,xj and myself played freethrows..and the punishment was pumping/sit ups..haha whole time i was cursing xj..but dunno why for some reason,she kept getting the ball in!! soooo tycoo!!! hmmm pretty tired now..had a really good shower juz now..so shuang. juz stand under the cold water...
oh did i mention abt the freaking bee!!! hahah there was this stupid bee tt kept following me when we were havin our break..damn er xin sia..haha when u feel it on ur leg..ewww!!

xj is so suay!

haha after bball we took 156 bus...roy went home,took 76...yong and huat took the opposite direction...dunno why i sooo suay must tio same bus as alephant poop! haha but both of us needed the toilet damn urgently..i dunno abt xj..but i had a waterfall thingy happening in me...haha it was really badd..we stopped at j8 and walked towards the toilet...
on the way to the toilet..i was jking wif xj..."i hope the ladies toilet have the 'yellow sign' which say its cleaning in progress" then she said "i dun care if have, im going into the men's toilet!!" hahah this is the suay part..THERE WAS REALLY A SIGN AT THE LADIES TOILET!!! HHAHAH but the men's one was still in use...lolx..and i like kept laughing at her...
anywayz..we went to another toilet la..i was being nice... haha heng the toilets inside can be used.. haha then xj tried to enter a censor door that wasnt even in service anymore..so dumb! how dumb can alephants gettt???? after tt..i was feeling veh thirsty and we went to mos burger to geet a drink..drank "apple soda"
xj went home..by TAXI!! omg..and her stop is like only 6 stops awy if u tk the bus...i think she is tooo rich lor..hahah
took bus home...reached home damn late lorr..11++ i think im gonna be grounded..hope i dun! sighzzz
im aching all over..and tml still got running...wahhh pengz ar
wahh so tired now..too tired to look for a song..ill fill the song in tml...nitez!!

2003-03-31T08:38:00.000-08:00

im so tired!!!!! lay me on a bed and ill juz "die" on it..why im so tired?? try playing basketball for 9 hrs or maybe even 10!! omg..i think this is my personal record ,for longest time ever playing bball!! haha my arms legs are aching and i feel a cramp coming..my gosh i cant even sit properly.Well it was quite fun tho..traning free throws..(thier free so might as well throw!) hahah nvm.. and stupid mosquito was so proud of herself coz she cud do the "horse"move ...this move requires momentum, agility and blah blah blah..and wen did it!!! "OH WOW" <----sarcastic.. and u noe what was the funny thing..she like did the move 4 times already and was super astonished on the 4th and 5th one...WHY NOT THE FIRST 3????? weird...anywayz..wen is weird la...she says she prefers to play with guys??! errr..."guys.. i thinkn she is looking down on us" anywayz..she is good la...keep choppin in 3 pointers!!! omg..

hmm...went to the court at 8.30. stupid wen said to call her when i was leaving.. i tot she wud like be there when i reach lor..BUT NooOoOo she came like...1hr after i came?? lucky roy was there..we trained our free throws.. coz tts the only hing i can do.haha roy,wen,guofeng,julia,huat,max,yq and myself played...XIU<-- she came later didnt do anything..juz sat there act chio chio..haha xiu says its my shoes tt make me taller than her...hahah what an excuss hor..haha im tallerrrrrr!!!! i hope..=p
the whole day was bball for me...played till 5- 5.30++ ..

after tt the whole grp of us went 2 junction 8 for dinner/// wen and roy went home.. haha on the bus we were seeing this soccer match..it was france against some other team...the other team was "MAL" and the score was 2-0 to france...xiu said it was malaysia...wth france against malaysia and the score can be 2-0 only ??! at half time??!!! uve gotta be kiddin!
hmm..ate beef noodles at the foodcourt...yummy! went to "small toons" haha tt shop damn nice..lotsa stuff u can buy there..CUTE stuff!
went home after tt..

oh yah...my parents are outta town..they will be back on wed!!! haha had to buy dinner myself..and im cooking breakfast tml!!!!! CORNBEEF!!!!! yummy yum yum..hope tt when i cok it i can say yummy when i eat it lah hor..hahah
anywayz...pretty drained out now...i shall slp early tonight..what are we doing tml???? my parents told me to stay home...coz SARS are getting worse!!!
okie..heres ~~my song~~
WAHAHAH!!

JOel-->no u didnt noe rite xiu
JOel-->coz uve gotta p brain
XJ-->... obv can tell rightt
kiak-->obv can tell that u r a pea brain?
kiak-->hahahah

2003-03-30T06:01:00.000-08:00

today was the end of the 3 day funeral wake..its was 3.45pm i saw them as the singapore casket ppl loaded the coffin into the back of the tiny van-car vehicle/ my relatives and cousins all gathered behind the vehicle and all was silent..we walked the vehicle out,as in folloewed it for a short distance...everyone was quiet,i heard sniffs and sobs ard me.my heart was heavy the song which was playing frm within the vehicle was even more saddening..."amazing grace how sweet the sound....." twas grace tt brought my heart..." it was so saddening// we boarded our bus. reached mount venon or something..had another service there...oh yah my grandpa is christian..praise God!
my grandpa together with my grandma had became christians 6yrs ago...fortunately or unfortunately my grandma passed awy 2 yrs after tt..i say this becoz she had a stroke and was wheel chair bound..so maybe it was the mercy of God for her to pass awy early..she is christian too...im really happy now coz they can reunite once again..and im sure my grandma can walk up there...coz no more pain and suffering is encountered up there, in heaven ..so im so glad!! hmm he passed awy peacefully in his slp..which is another good thing..
anywayz..he was cremated and his ashes is gonna be placed in a church ..cant remember the name of the church tho..
after tt we went over to uncles hse ...we proceeded to the restraunt and had a 8 course mealhahah sat with my cousins..so many of em!!!!
im like 4th youngest amongst my cousins..sighz! haha anywayz...ate till i was super full...as yanrong wud say "tts so u!"
hmm now im at home.i cant wait for tml...i wanna play bball!!!! im so excited!! i havent played bball in 3 days..
haha okie enuff said...heres my song for today! what song shall i put?

~Beauty and the beast~
Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly

Just a little change
Small, to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong

Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast

2003-03-28T22:02:00.000-08:00

sad. i cant do anything for the next 2 days..will be at grandpa's wake..here's my song

~a whole new world~
I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Now I'm in a whole new world with you

Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be

A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me

2003-03-27T09:12:00.000-08:00

haha enneagram test!! it says i liked sch...what crap..hahah dumb! who likes sch?! anywayz..i think this is the latest ive ever blogged..its 12:41 (or shud i say earliest) hahah ..hmmm didnt do much today. stayed home all day, most of the time in front of the com.
xiu and wen had planned to go marina south to go fly kite...i wanted to go so badly but i didnt coz of the SARS..besides when yong called me it was already 11++ and i was still sleeping haha was really tired..surely late one so i continued to slp...i coulden tho..
woke up,wash up and ate my "frosties" haha yummy sugar coated cornflakes! sugar! bigger..yeah to accomplish my goal, to become bigger! hmm sat at my com and watched "she's all that" i think it was a pretty nice show..wow frm a nerdy looking girl to a chio bu..whao!! not bad la..hmmm
afternoon was juz a draggy ,nothing to do ,sucky ,boring waste of time...."how i wish i went to fly kite" i kept telling myself..
was on irc the whole day..only szu,yr,and kiak was ard..
later in the afternoon...i watched "blue crush" ate more frosties! haha didnt really fancy the show..maybe its more of a girly kind of show..but i stilled enjoyed it la.
arghhh..come to think of it,i didnt do much today!!

sab was trying to teach me how i could enter my dreams into her webbie...but the more she taught me the more i got confused...haha im such a lousy learner..sorry sab..
anywayz..i finally got the hang of it..all i need now is the "HTML for dummies" guide...anyone can teach me?? hahah will appreciate it
wont be free for the next 3 days,will be at my grandpa's funeral...
okie..think ill blog more tml..nitez~
my song....

~Kiss Me~

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift up your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon it's hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

2003-03-27T07:00:00.000-08:00

Conscious self	Overall self

Take Free Enneagram Test

2003-03-25T19:49:00.000-08:00

A minister passing through his
church in the middle of the day,
Decided to pause by the altar
and see who had come to pray.

Just then the back door opened,
a man came down the aisle,

The minister frowned as he saw
the man hadn't shaved in a while.

His shirt was kinda shabby
and his coat was worn and frayed,
the man knelt, he bowed his head,
then rose and walked away.

In the days that followed,
each noon time came this chap,
each time he knelt just for a moment,
a lunch pail in his lap.

Well, the minister's suspicions grew,
with robbery a main fear,

He decided to stop the man and ask him,
"What are you doing here?"

The old man said, he worked down the road.
Lunch was half an hour.

Lunchtime was his prayer time,
for finding strength and power.

"I stay only moments, see,
because the factory is so far away;
as I kneel here talking to the Lord,
this is kinda what I say:

"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, LORD,
HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIP
AND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.

DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY, BUT I
THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.
SO, JESUS, THIS IS JIM CHECKING IN TODAY."

The minister feeling foolish,
told Jim, that was fine.

He told the man he was welcome
to come and pray just anytime.

Time to go, Jim smiled, said
"Thanks." He hurried to the door.

The minister knelt at the altar,
he'd never done it before.

His cold heart melted, warmed with love,
and met with Jesus there.

As the tears flowed, in his heart,
he repeated old Jim's prayer:

"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, LORD,
HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIP
AND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.

I DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY, BUT I
THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.
SO, JESUS, THIS IS ME CHECKING IN TODAY."

Past noon one day, the minister noticed
that old Jim hadn't come.

As more days passed without Jim,
he began to worry some.

At the factory, he asked about him,
learning he was ill.

The hospital staff was worried,
but he'd given them a thrill.

The week that Jim was with them,
brought changes in the ward.

His smiles, a joy contagious.
Changed people, were his reward.

The head nurse couldn't understand
why Jim was so glad,
when no flowers, calls or cards came,
not a visitor he had.

The minister stayed by his bed,
he voiced the nurse's concern:

No friends came to show they cared.
He had nowhere to turn.

Looking surprised, old Jim spoke up
and with a winsome smile;

"the nurse is wrong, she couldn't know,
that in here all the while
everyday at noon He's here,
a dear friend of mine, you see,

He sits right down, takes my hand,
leans over and says to me:

"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, JIM,
HOW HAPPY I HAVE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND THIS FRIENDSHIP,
AND I TOOK AWAY YOUR SIN.

ALWAYS LOVE TO HEAR YOU PRAY,
I THINK ABOUT YOU EACH DAY,

AND SO JIM, THIS IS JESUS
CHECKING IN TODAY."

May God hold you in the palm of His hand
and Angels watch over you.

He keeps me functioning each and everyday.
Without Him, I will be nothing. Without
him, I am nothing but with Him " I can do
all things through Christ that strengthens me."
Phil 4:13

2003-03-25T04:53:00.000-08:00

crap! woke up real early this morning..hahah ynoe by what.."beep beep...beep beep" haha 6 plus ..then i went back to slp and woke up again at ard 8.45..i realized tt it was the last day of appeals..but i was so groggy and lazy to go down to nanyang although its so near...i FORCED myself to. anywayz...i applied into the 'multimedia/ infocomm tech..really hope i get in...but then hor,im colour blind and they stated tt applicants with colour deficiency should not apply for the course..but i like tt course alot...hope i get in and if i do hope they dont find out tt im colour blind...hhaha!! shhhh!
anywayz..came home after tt and had lunch a really snappy one coz szuyu and xiu were already in town and i had to go collect something frm szuyu...so rushed down to lido there.haha when i reached i saw two ij girls sitting at the tables under the hhuge screen thingy which shows movie previews..but since their backs were facing me i didnt noe whether tt was them...ynoe its very paiseh if i go up to them and its not szu or xiu..haha so i went by the front..*heng* it was them.. szuyu was like..erm dead.(dead fish) and xiu "deader" she was sleeping as usual! omg whats it like to slp everywhere u go??! sat there and talked rubbish haha...didnt noe there was a starbucks there..hehe maybe theres a "moonbucks" on the other side =p haha wen's msg abt szuyu was damn funny also!!! hmm..i was supposed to leave early but xiu persuaded me to watch "tears of the sun" then later dunno what i said abt watching "wild thornberries"...she was like "EeEee only joel with his intelect wuold watch thoes kind of childish shows"...but dunno who are?? i wont mention names ...rite XIU~~ said lets watch wild thornberries! hmmm..awhile later, wen and neo came..haha first time i see wen in skirt..woot! haha u look good wen! anywayz...the show was quite intresting..FUNNY!! haha the wedgy dance! donny cute ass punk...hahas too bad the alephants didnt get killed! damn...and there was one which escaped and was in the cinema too...=p the movie was kinda short.
i went home afta the show...xiu,szu,wen and neo went shop shop i think..
i saw alex in the sub haha he was meeting a fren so our conversation was brief. reached home, showered and sat at my com...hmmm what show shall i watch? i clicked on "keeping the faith" a show i just downloaded..but didnt have the time to watch. not bad la the show..but i hated it when the girl like sent the wrong message to the priest guy...i feel so sad for him..omg he like kissed her and tot that she liked him when she actually likes his best fren and has been sleeping with his best fren..haiyo..tai guo fen
anywayz...there was a happy ending to it i guess..hehe
now really sianz..listening to music.
think ill blog more later! heres a song..let me see.. think think

~DANCING IN THE MOONLIGHT~
We get it almost every night
When that moon is big and bright
It's a supernatural delight
Everybody dancin' in the moonlight

Everybody here is out of sight
They don't bark and they don't bite
They keep things loose they keep it tight
Everybody's dancin' in the moonlight

CHORUS
Dancin' in the moonlight
Everybody's feeling warm and bright
It is such a fine and natural sight
Everybody's dancin' in the moonlight

We like our fun and we never fight
You can't dance and stay uptight
It's a supernatural delight
Everybody was dancin in the moonlight

CHORUS

We get it almost everynight
when that moon is big and bright
it's a supernatural delight
everybody's dancin' in the moonlight

2003-03-24T05:59:00.000-08:00

haha im back after a pretty long break! missed me?i guess not...=P
hmm..i got posted to nyp(nanyang poly) not bad la...at least its near my hse...so during long breaks i can always come back home and slp or something...anywayz.im happy! tts all i can ask for..
now im trying to find a job if not ill be like "zhou bo" for the next 3 mths++ sighz....what shud i work as? waiter? nehhhh to stylish. wen suggested flourist..wth do i look like a gay to u? haha but i guess u idiots think i am anywayz...so no use wasting my breath =P anywayz...i shall go town and hunt for one...HUNT.. haha ill tk my catching nets and guns!! hahah lame okie..
today i went to j8..went there to have lunch with my jie...tt place is under renovations. lots of new cool shops are opening!!! WOW~ theres this new "mini toons" shop opn liaoz so cute all the stuff!! i think i shall go and buy the whole shop! anywayz...had lunch at the foodcourt upstairs. OMG! i saw four les sitting across our table all frm snix!!!!!!!they wer ewearing the snix uni lor...so disgusting! 2 bungs...yuCcCccCckkKkK!! puke puke! i nearly did...they really cmi la! walked ard for awhile..i wanted to buy this OP shirt damn nice but its like $50....sighz my pocket got BIG BIG hole liaoz...so i shall resist.
After that me and my jie went to mos burger to get a drink...guess what i saw!!!!!! two snix les! the bung was in snix uni and the "girl fren" was a damn lian girl lor! puke puke again!! i bought iced peach tea...yummy
i came home after lunch and watched "remember the titans" not bad tt show quite touching but i still like "a walk to remember " the best i think tt show is really sad!! I looked at the clock ..5 already??!! so fast ..omg time to meet my frens..we went to the gym..haha must keep fit ynoe. ive got a goal to accomplish..."EAT MORE" says sab!! im trying man,im trying...i cant seem to grow big even how much food i eat...sighz.

now im home..-tired-
hahah im left with a dilemma what blog skin shud i choose??so many..hahah thanks ar sab ...now i got headache...arghhh hehe
anywayz...heres a nice song...sab u got really weird dreams...hahah but i totally agree with ur sec one! how true/ tata

~DANCING QUEEN~
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene, dig in the Dancing Queen

Friday night and the lights are low
Looking out for the place to go
Where they play the right music, getting in the swing
You come in to look for a King
Anybody could be that guy
Night is young and the music's high
With a bit of rock music, everything is fine
You're in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance...

You are the Dancing Queen, young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing Queen, feel the beat from the tambourine
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene, dig in the Dancing Queen

You're a teaser, you turn 'em on
Leave them burning and then you're gone
Looking out for another, anyone will do
You're in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance...

You are the Dancing Queen, young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing Queen, feel the beat from the tambourine
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene, dig in the Dancing Queen

2003-02-23T02:35:00.000-08:00

i am a monkey!

2003-02-20T03:36:00.000-08:00

I'm so sad..!!! very very.. i dunno how i shud make this blog sound nice...since its gonna be my last one. Time has come to a stand still and everything has just fallen away...faded!! anywayz..another story is coming to a conclusion..the story of my life in O.I..well i must say i did enjoy myself momentarily..until tt is, i met some ugly ppl..i dreaded coming to sch after tt..sighz!! anywayz..school was all about poning lessons and dodging away from teachers..haha u were like some fugitive.i havern got back my accounts test coz i've been ponning too many lessons to get it back...i didnt sit for the econs test...hate econs anywayz!!! haha guess where i have alwayz been..no where else but the library! playiong UNO was kinda fun at first...but losing so many times kinda put me off..and it was kinda dragy coz i was alwayz one of the last two still playing...dunno why for some strange reason!! must have been the "feng shui" or something..hmm my classroom has been moved to the lower blk...NO AIRCON!!! damn..lucky i wont be visiting tt awful room...coz i won't be going sch!! heng they only moved recently..the canteen still sucks!! 3 pathetic stalls..and 1 out of the 3 dosen open!! it's like...errrr...no comments..

interview with joel~~

QUES: where is ur most frequently visited place in o.i?
JOEL:has to be the library..duh!!

QUES:who is ur fav teacher?
JOEL:erm..hard to say coz i seldom see them..haha but if i was to choose, i will choose mrs. Wee my form teacher...coz i think she likes me...hahah i think.

QUES:any cca?
JOEL:yeah!! floorball...i play basketball after sch sometimes..my frens say i look like a monkey...haha weird.

QUES:anybody u fancy frm ij st nicks?
JOEL: NOn noNnoNonONonON NOOO!!! whatever other ppl (dead fish) say.. are all jus stupid rumours!! idiots..its not true!!

QUES:so where u planing to go after this?
JOEL:POLY!!!! hahah yeah!!

back to blog.

hmmm...the person i've grown pretty close to..this few weeks of school...has to be ian!! i think he is my bestest of best frens i've made in o.i...he is kinda weird at times but maybe tt's what makes him so erm..noticible and funny!!! we seem to click very well with each other..maybe coz both of us so lame and corny..hahah he is very nice on the whole la..coincidentally, he is also the person i played cards with the most i think!! haha before i knew yanrong,szuyu and xiu juan...we usually sneeked into the library, snugged in a corner and played "daidee" . We joked about being "du shens" if we continued to play daidee everyday...hahah

well nothing much to say about ij girls...i condem ij girls..maybe its becoz of tt rotten egg..i have a bad impression of em! it was tt bitch! she makes me so sad..i never ever toked to her after tt..
JOel:do u noe what we call ij girls?
szuyu:yeah...bitches rite..<-----i wonder how u knew..
anywayz...lucky there r still 4(including wen) tt i noe, tt are still saint..szuyu(dead fish),yanrong(yet to find a name),xiujuan(bimbotic alephant!) haha and wen(mosquito??) <----my frens told me one.. =P
played UNO with u all once..haha.dunno why for some reason u all so mean to me..hahha but tt makes it fun!! lolx

TODAY
woke up early today...had to meet yanrong,guofeng,xj,ian at KAP(king albert park)...suppsoed to meet at 9.30..but i accidently told guofeng and xj to go to toa payoh to tk 74...however,toa payoh did'nt have 74..hahah so sorry!!! so paiseh..yanrong was very quiet today...dunno why also. she makes me very scared sometimes..im very scared of her!! she like keep avoiding me liddat.anywayz..we decided to walj ard on our own coz we felt so awkward following 3 of u all..just left us out..guofeng agreed too...
away frm that,,,,,,
i think Ngee Ann was much more happening then SP..the first thing we did at ngee ann was to eat in the "shopping centre" foodcourt.The food was amazingly cheaper then usual prices..espeacially the desserts..haha 50 cents a bowl!!!! i had ice kacang.. the rest had carvana chicken,fish and chips,laksa...hahha xiu only ate the tau pok!! so wasteful lor..think of the ppl in africa!!!lolx =p
at first we were lost..so i asked this girl wearing a sign board thingy...then both of us were like.."oHhhH" there ar..hahah "it looked like the main road to me tho" hhahah very funny..anywayz,we got better orientated after awhile..*phew* met afew other frens..and fellow o.i frens as well.. both of us walked the ..so called ngee ann "orchard rd" hahha quite okie la..so crowded there!!! maybe coz got free stuff there...suddenly!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DI DI di di.."we going to SP now" hahah we rushed down to the free shuttle service..but first had to complete a SLAVE task of buying milo hor szuyu and xj!!!!!!! so evil!! anywayz.. the bus trip was kinda nice..short but not too short..what am i toking abt!!haha erm..two girls ("tour guides") on the bus was like telling us about their sch...but so soft coulden even hear what they were saying..maybe coz the 3 princesses were talking so loud hor..(yr,szu,xj) i heard some "shaggy dog or was it doll??" hahah so rude..no wonder the girl kept looking at u all!!!! =P

SP
didnt spend a long time there..juz walked ard the "concourse" haha with all the displays of the various courses..it was kinda packed there!!! i went to collect my free ice cream and they were giving out Qoo apple flavour..hahah we made our way to macs..there was some small pasamalam there.There was also a mini performance there..Somehow, SP was not very eye opening to me..it's a very big sch...but i got the impression tt it was very small!!! no where to go one..or maybe we juz did'nt know where to go..haha anywayz...went home after tt.. xj,yr,szu went back to KAP..dunno for what also..
now im at home writing this blog...hope it's not too long..hahha erm...im still thinking of a last song to accompany this blog..hmmm..think joel think!
"ding"..irc..it's julia!! haha how could i forget her..she and peiling...both frm ij also!! dunno how i met them in the first place??! haha anyhow..played bball with julia and floorball with peiling.I feel so honoured..haha still can't forget how big Peiling's head grew after scoring tt goal..hahah julia ar...erm..she can dance!! ballet somemore..must be good tho!! anywayz..they two have been good company throughout the few chapters of my story in o.i!! both also same species...so violent!!! hahah okie better not say too much if not both come whack me...Peiling whack damn hard one..*ouch!*

interview with joel

QUES:what was the funniest thing tt happened to u?
JOEL:

QUES:what was the most frightening encounter faced in o.i?
JOEL:once my frens poned lect and stayed in class..3 of them...they were freaked out when they heard the light switches "click!! click!!" i was in tt same class room all alone b4!!! ...thank u lord!!

QUES:first impression of yanrong..
JOEL:weird..jumping ard with a camera..

QUES:Xiu?
JOEL:erm..BIG.

QUES:szu?
JOEL:eurasian...

QUES:what was ur most paiseh experience?
JOEL:going late for gp lect...i opened the door behind and everyone turned to look!!! so paiseh..haha

anywayz.. this is my last blog..hope u all keep me updated on stuff ya..oh yes!! ive tot of a song..
my last phrase to u all...
.."therefore our everlasting farewell take.
For ever, and for ever, farewell,friends.
If we do meet again,why we shall smile;
If not, why then this parting was well made.

For ever,and for ever,farewell,friends.
If we do meet again,we'll smile indeed;
If not 'tis true this parting was well made."

tk carez!!!! luv ya..
last song

We're flying at 26,000 feet, moving
up to thirty thousand feet, and then we've got clear skies
all the way to Las Vegas, and right now we're bringin you some in-flight
entertainment. One of our first-class passengers has written a song
inspired by one of our coach passenger, and since we let our first-class
passengers do pretty much whatever they want, here he is.

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

2003-02-14T19:56:00.000-08:00

*yawnz* just woke up and its a bright sat morning!! even after being persuaded by my frnes to go sch today...hahahs im still at home!! so mean rite?! hmm..havern been blogging in a long while..i think i shall start frm yesterday..VALENTINES DAY!!!!! hmmm...hold on i shall go turn on my music first..okie!!!..yesterday...
i started the day on a boring note..received lots of chocolates tho...hahas
hmm..after assembly was some skit..by some of the differnt levels and some yr 1's. there were 7 skits altogether for tt sagment...then there was this other skit put up by 2 counselors, i think...they were really good...but it was for the blood donar thingy...it was really funny...the way they delivered the msg across to us..haha!!! following which was a skit put up by the yr 3's haha they did pretty well too..it was about total defence...oh yah b4 tt mr singh talked to us about civil defence and how ready we had to be and blah blah blah...then we heard the 3 diff sirens...there was this quiz thingy about the history of singapore and civil defence of course...hahaha quite entertaining la.. by the time it was all over...two periods had pass...and it was time for recess!!! whao...two less lectures//coolz!! i had pasta for recess..kinda nice but too spicy.. should have seen the amt of green chilli they added to my plate...hahah
after recess was chinese...so boring!! so i decided to go to the library with AFEW frens...when we got there almost half of my class was there... =) all got the same idea...one day the entire class is going to end up in the library..wahahah well...i was reading some comics and "singapore arm forces" some millitary book...hahah i must learn some tips coz like 3-4 more yrs i'll be in the army...hahah
sighz..hope there isnt a war when i get enlisted in the army..choy choy...its kinda scary now...coz US like wants to wage a war against sadam...so like maybe WORLD WAR 3...hahah lets hope and pray not!!
before long it was time to go set up the stalls..my stall was selling cookies, candles, jelly!!! yum.. my job was to o ard pestering ppl to buy...eh i think i make a good business man...hahah tts why next time i go poly i wanna tk up business course// i think it'll be fun...yeah!! hmm..oh did i tell u tt i was forced to buy a $4 cookie!!! what a rip off!!! hahas anywayz...its fake monopoly money..*phew!* hahah yah hor...the stupiak entrepeneurship thingy was all based on placing an order and not really actually buying and selling...what a let down..so sorry ar szuyu...couldnt get ur balloon..tt was when i also realized tt yr had a hp...i think i misread last time..or she juz didnt want a pesky person to have her hp no. i dunno..anywayz..hmmm..yeah..tt was all for entrepeneurship...then i met an old fren..its kind of a long story..haha last time i was telling my fren..."whao" tt PL girl quite chio..hahas but i didnt realise tt i already knew her a long time ago..hahah so qiao hor..she was a prefect too..then i was in the same grp as her...but tt was a long time ago..haha so i forget liaoz...then another girl frm PL told me tt her name was *censored*..so i went to msg her..i happen to have her no. for a long time liaoz.."are u in oi!!??" then the reply.."yeah!! no wonder u look so familiar.." haha yeah she has a bf tho..anyway...tts tt..
hmmm...so how are the lobsters doing???hahha did u put the coconut leaves so tt u can get the tiger stripes...wahahahah!!!! maybe next time i go try...c if it works..oh wait..

and i clumsily knocked my head into the lamp post lor. so damn pain cus the part of my head that got hit right had this big pimple growing lor.. omg.. so damn pain!! <----hahah tt got me laughing!!!!xiu..did u break the lamp post??!!
anyway...u wont be readin this till 5 days time...sighz someone enjoyin in hong kong!!! while we suffer back here...i've been to hong kong b4...its pretty nice..the weather was cool and the scenery is splendid espeacially up in whats tt mountain called??haha forget liaoz...but it over looks the entire honk kong "town" erm yah..beautiful!!! and the food there is nice too..the morning soya bean and home made chee cheong fan!! super delicious!! i bet xj will bring back extra 5 kg...hahah no la jk.. =p
hmmm... oh yes i watched "catch me if u can" its quite nice..i watched it yesterday too.. i shalnt tell u all too much about it...go watch it uself...catch it if u can!! hahah leo looks good in a pilot uni...hhahahaha really!!!
i was supposed to meet up with some frens in town later in the evening...they wree planing to go marche or somethingn...and had invited me to come along..but i didnt...=) hehe i instead went for my cell grp...in church...see i so guai!!! hmmm hope their not pissed with me...anywayz..

did u realize something?? suddenly the wind is blowing stronger in singapore...hahah okie im lame...but its true if u actually pay attention to ur surroundings..lalala...im thinking of somrthing to do today...maybe go out later..i want to go buy some boardshorts..
i really like this op boardshort and ripcurl one..the ripcurl one has 3 numbers at the side so it looks kinda like life gaurd..and the op one has the usual flower pattern but i like the faded red pattern...i cant decide...
i think this wud be one of my few last entries into my blog..welll at least there is still about 2 weeks left...then it will be ciaoz

oh yah frm now on...every entry i put will be accompanied by a song...so todays song will be "BEAUTIFUL" by christina aguilera..i think this song is very soothing..well, to me at least..hahahs
okie.. i shall stop here..cya
Beautiful

Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the fame, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone and the puzzle undone
That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words won't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words won't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay

And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine
(sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times

We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

; ) luv u guys..

2003-02-13T01:04:00.000-08:00

I'm Your Angel (Duet with R. Kelly)

No mountain's too high for you to climb
All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yes
No rivers too wide for you to make it through
All you have to do is believe it when you pray
And then you will see
The morning will come
And everyday will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears
All of your fears
Cast them on me
All I ever wanted was you to see
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your Angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm near
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your Angel
I'm your Angel, oh yes
I saw your teardrops, and I heard you cry
All you need is time
Seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still alone
It don't have to be this way
Let me show you a better day
Oh and then you will see
The morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
All of your fears
All of your fears
Just cast them on me
How can I make you see
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your Angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm near
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your Angel
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your Angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm near
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your Angel
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your Angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm near
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your Angel

2003-02-11T07:49:00.000-08:00

hahas..elephant!!! no la..ure not elephant...ure juz snuffalagus!!!
anywayz..feel kinda sleepy now..*yawnz* its gonna be hari raya in 24 mins!! hahah
tml i think ill be going out...go walk walk la...so boring stay at home..

qn. what is brown and sticky...
ans. a stick...<-----tts a good one!! lolx...so damn corny!!
anywayz...im gonna turn in early today..maybe go watch some tv first...hahah
cya!!!

"well for me is waking up beside u...to watch the sunrise on ur face
to know tt i can say i love u ..at any given time or place
its little things tt only i noe...those are the things tt make u mine.
and its like flying without wings...coz ur my special thing
im flying without wings...
and ure the place my life begins..and u'll be where it ends
im flying without wings...and tts the joy u bring...
im flying without wings......"

2003-02-10T06:44:00.000-08:00

stupid yanrong...im not despo okie..!!!!!!!
today...i ponned most of my lesson...i think i only went for like half a days worth of lesson or maybe even less...hahha i went o the library to surf the net. the net speed there like damn slow...and the stupid com like keeps hanging!!! so irritating..
i was very suay man today!!! it was gp lecture in the audi...then i like went in late..almost half way through the lesson...
i thought i could like sneek in quietly and not be noticed by anyone...but NO!! the stupiak gp teacher who is also my form teacher...said so loudly!!! " joel why u come class so early.." then i was so paiseh ...like caught red handed or something..hahaha everyone like was looking at me...so super paiseh!!! then i was made to sit rite in front...boring sia!!
after sch i had floorball..hahas the usual stuff la..then PEI LING scored a goal...hahah...so pro!!then after she score goal "head too big"...then when it was like face off,she was stilll standing in the opponents half...haha so funny!!
szuyu...telll me about it man!!! just read ur blog...u say what they check ur ic....i think if i was there ...they will say.."eh where is ur ic" then they will like keep checking my date of birth to see if its fake or something ...lolx!!! anywayz..its ur big day today!! so u better enjoy it while it last..only got about 1 and a half hrs left....hahahha
hmMm..
oh check this out!!
drizzle: and first time i really mix with guys...<-----are u sure??!!
drizzle: some really damn hot.<----haha okie okie i get ur pt..
wahahah okie la...yanrong said if i dont tease her she wont tease me....so i shall be nice today...=p actually im nice everyday..hahah
okie i going to play pool with a fren now...cya all ard!!!

always look on the bright side of death...la la la lala...just b4 u draw ur terminal breath...la la la lala...life's a piece of shit , when u look at it......then i cant remember liaoz...hahah tk care peepz!!!

2003-02-09T05:12:00.000-08:00

juz got home from soccer training!! and im like acheing all over...i could have sworn i felt like fainting on the pitch!! there was 6 stations altogether..first one was sit ups(20) ..push ups(20)...leg raise(this was the one tt took away like half my energy!!)..then diamond push ups...sprinting...and tuck jumps..we did all this!! two sets somemore!! oh man..and i thought last week's training wad bad enough...this week's training was worst!! anywayz..im back home in the comfort of my room!! i feel so stressfree..
anywayz...tml got floorball training..shud i go?? sure got lots of muscle aches tml...sighz!!
eh yanrong how come u can crash rj??!!! not fair!! actually tts good..then u can go find other ppl to suan instead of me...and while ure at tt go find urself a stressball!! oh yah im supposed to say this!!! XIU JUAN LIKES TO PLAY ZOO GAME!!!!!! ZOO GAME ZOO GAME!!!!!!!!!!! wahaha okie i feel mean now...too bad i cant play it...if not ill be like top scorer or something!! sighz..
valentine's day is coming...looks like ill be all alone..

anywayz...here is a song i have been hearing these past few days..

Valentine
If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time...
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

whenever i hear this song...i feel a sense of sorrow coming over me..
i had a girlfriend once...but thats a diff story..
now as i move on..i still cant seem forget her..
sighz!! why did i ever let go??!! i feel dumb now..
oh yah...tt reminds me of another song..
"uve got to fight for every dream...coz who's to know which one u let go...would make u complete!!"
argh!!!

anywayz...its szuyu's birthday tml...hahas.."HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!" anywayz...ill get u a coke can tml!!!!!!!!!!! tt'll teach u...wahhaha hope u enjoy ur big day tml!! hahas tml is a long day hor..sianz!! szuyu ure older then me!!! how come everybody seem to be older then me??!! sighz...practically every girl in my class is older then me!!! i can't tk this anymore....wahah

haiz...i hope tml wont be so boring...oh yah..my parents will be away for the next 3 days...sigh!! tt means i have to go sch by myself..i think maybe i dont go sch on tue...haha im too lazy...besides can slp longer!!! go sch also do nothing anyway...so might as well not go...dunno why i go sch in da first place...should have continued work..then at least earn somemore $$$...dumb me!!! lucky sch quite fun...got to meet so many new ppl...wahaha so funny some of them!! got hayeena...seal...MICKEY MOUSE!!! so cutez..elephant..what else..erm.. many more la..then my class so fun...so fun till the indian teacher frm the next class have to always come our class and scold us...tt stupiak teacher!!! hahah
haiyo...i feel tired but i dont feel like sleeping...whats with me today!! i feel dead...i feel like ive lost my head!!
okie la...ii think i shall stop here!!
c u guys ard...
tata

2003-02-08T17:52:00.000-08:00

NOt not not not!!!! omg who changed it!!! must be stupaik xiu!!!!!! i noe u so bored but still..Whaha dun have to do stupiak things...anywayz...im going to church soon...

2003-02-07T23:40:00.000-08:00

yanrong..i am not ur stressball!!!

2003-02-07T01:42:00.000-08:00

yeah im back home..!! rellie tired now...stayed back in sch to play basketball..must grow taller!!! Yanrong say's im short..and i hate being suaned...so i must grow taller!!! today in com lab...i was playing yahoo pool with my friend who was just a seat away..then we played for 2 periods...so fun!! hahah teacher was like doing her own thing then we busy chatting on icq..msn...playing pool!!! wahahah i think i won't pon econs when we have lab lessons...=p
hmmm...today i went to eat lunch wid (julia and guofeng) erm...i felt so bright...must have been the sun reflecting on my face...dian deng pao..whahah jus jking la..we ate at a small windy coffee shop just outside the backgate..
after tt we went back home..the bus we took was like super cool ..it was all empty!!! so fun!! then they were like tking pics wid a digital cam..wahah
now im sitting at home...so bored!!! tonight i going for cell grp...in church.
celebrating someone's birthday..
oh yah i have a cut on my lip!! YANRONG!!! the person u admire...his head bang my mouth!! so pain now...see la..yanrong all ur fault!!! tml i go kick u...*kick rellie hard*!!!!!!!!
actually szuyu...xiujuan..both so nice!! help in the shaking of the pepsi...u both die too!!!!and i bet yanrong was the mastermind!! hey guess what??!! i feel so generous...tml i help all of u buy coke okie??!!!!

okie...i go play cs for awhile...write more later!!!

2003-02-06T20:12:00.000-08:00

hahah i m in the com lab now..wahahah supposed to be econs!!but anywayz...very sianz now!! hMmm..
supposed to be like doing some tutorials but as usaual im slacking....=p
stupaik Yanrong so mean...eh i was just asking u..."you going for lesson?" then the reply..."then u think like u ar!!"
so MEAN!! mean mean!!
erm...two periods in here...wah not bad sia..
actually its my first time in the com lab..i so sua ku!! dun even noe where the com lab is..wahaha now i noe..

2003-02-06T06:05:00.000-08:00

i feel cheated!! feel like i've just been mistreated!!

i guess i don't belong..but why does this journey feel so long?

i bet yanrong has found her joy..in suaning me just like a toy!

but i will be strong!!although i might be wrong..

sighz!!i feel like cryin..help me somebody!! i m dyin!

u tried to trick me with the pepsi..and after tt i had to take the taxi!!

i know i suck at rhyming but at least im not two timing!

szuyu i read ur blog...BOY!! was i struck by a log!

a chill came down my spine as i started to whine..

u don't have to remind us of our results..damn i hate those freaking cults!!

julia julia i know something about you..haha then ten dollars i should be asking from you!!

okie okie i shall not be mean...i think i should just stick with mr.bean

i think u r very nice..i wonder where u stole tt spice?

i kinda like the way u smile..well try getting ur bum across 8mile!

and yanrong u are so pretty..and i look so shitty!!

damn i feel sacarstic..or are my words just too bombastic?

Yanrong u r so smart...i feel like a stupid twart!

u dream of going to a college...remind me to bang my head against a stone hedge!

i find myself better off at a poly ..coz i think it will be more holy!!

well i have much much more to say..but i guess tt would be for another day!!

2003-02-05T05:06:00.000-08:00

today..haiz!! so boring....
poned econs tutorial...hMmm..i think i shud not pon econs anymore..maybe tts why i dunno nuts about econs!!!wahaha
anyway...i went to the library..guess who was there!!the giant and szuyu..wahah we played daidee!! yah lor tt stupiak szuyu!!!!wahaha
so corky sia...then keep jumping cards...keep putting so high...hahah
then.....
accounts lecture was a free period...we sit in the audi for like the whole period..then we were saying..every time we pon teacher's lecture...now she pon the lecture and make us wait...wahha lame!! after tt it was mt lecture in the AVA room...haha but not b4 we went to have lunch in the canteen first...so we were like quite late...but heng when we went in by the back door ..some pupils were blocking the teachers view from seeing us!!! so heng...
GONG XI RAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!! no coments...=p
after sch my frens persuaded me to go join floorball..now i have muscle aches!!!so pain...and i got a rellie big blister on my toe..
YYYYAAAAAAAAAANNNNRRRROOOONNNNNGGGG stop suaning me!!!!!!!!!!!
what joy do u find in suaning me!!!! oh yah if u read this !! pls come find me to tk the book okie...erm...if not i'll be walking all over sch with the book then will feel very paiseh...=p wahaha thanks for the book anywayz!! so hard to play...looks like i'm not pro enough..sighz!!!!
i havern been blogging these few days coz i dun rellie have the time...wahah yah rite!
aiyah...Maybe tml will be better!!!!!
ciaos peepx!!!!

2003-02-01T06:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!......
..... fellow feathered friends!! sorry abit late..but what to do..i was visiting the whole day.
wahaha just got back..*yawnz*
will be going back singapore tml morning!!!*yay*!!!!!

2003-01-30T22:36:00.000-08:00

it's day 2 of my trip up to penang...
hmmm...i'm kinda tired coz last night din rellie sleep...stupiak mosquitos!!! so ichy now!!
the sound of fire crackers is so defening...can u imagine..its not even chinese new year yet!!
its a pity tt singapore bans such fun..whaha
the food and shopping here is super cheap..and im like eating like a king..what am i talking about..I AM THE KING!!
tonight we're having reunion dinner...steamboat again!!! yum..
hmmM..i miss my home already...no irc here...so boring!!
and i miss going to OI!!! can't believe it..
anywayz..i think im off ..to go shopping...lalala
c u all ard...
ZzZzZzz...

oh yah...xiu i can finally see ur blog...lolx
and yanrong..why u must put tt password thingy...now i can't even enter ur blog..haiz..

anyone who reads this next line...is a mega piggy egoistic moran..who is fit for the bin!!! wahahha
u can tell im bored can't you...lolx

2003-01-30T07:23:00.000-08:00

heyz!!
im in penang now..kinda fun..hope u all havin fun too!! yeah..
hey i gotta make this short coz im using my uncle's com here..paiseh..
hey xiu i got ur gum..in a cute container leh..
anywayz..how was the 3 days of sch i missed...wahah
hey gtg now..
u guys tk carez!!

2003-01-28T06:20:00.000-08:00

i dun feel good today...nothing to say!! i think i'll be better when i get back frm malaysia...im leaving first thing in the morning...hope u all have fun!!...hey if possible..help me to tk pics...of u guys during ur CNY performances!! okie...im sure u all will help...rite??!!!
anywayz..u all tk care!!!

2003-01-27T02:48:00.000-08:00

hey!! Yanrong i'm not a girly boy and MIND u, i DON'T have a hormorne disorder!!!!PEILING is just a friend!!!
okie...now tt everything is cleared i can start...
well..today was kinda boring!!nothing much rellie happened..nothing tt i could remember anyway.
i'm in my room now..slacking as usual!!listening to "More then words" i think this is my 10th time repeating this song..its rellie nice!!
hopefully a nicer song would come my way if not this song is here to stay!!
wow!! it rhymes..=p lalalala im rellie bored..
i still can't see ur blog xiu!!blame it my lousy com!!
oh yah..szuyu...i finally saw u today!!! wahahha ...u noe tt day when u passed me the piano chords book...i thought u were Yanrong...then i was totally *blur*
anywaz..thanks to my brilliance *Ahem* i finally figured out who u are...today during lecture..wahaha
hey!! Yanrong.. i havern seen u in specs b4...wahaha lemme see leh!!!
oh yah i need information about Yanrong!!! important!!!
pls let me noe if u have info about Yanrong...*pSssst* (make sure only bad stuff) im suppose to suan her!!! so please help me!!wahaha
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this next para is dedicated to my good friend Julia!!!
i think she is a person i would call "mean O putty cat" if i was tweety!!
she smilez..only as if to mock herself..
and shes a torn on every beautiful rose!!
she stares at me with thoes evil eyes..as if to pounce at me at any moment!
how could u whack me!! im so puny...dun bully me...im only me!!
i think what i've said is only my thoughts..
hope u prove me wrong!!

i think u can be rellie nice...and tt ure only in ur disguise!!
(told u i could suan u back!!) =p

then ltr during GP lecture i asked xj why she suddenly haf so many pimples on her forehead then she told me cus the indians behind very smelly!! SO out of point!!!! <--------- what the hell!!!!

2003-01-25T21:50:00.000-08:00

It's Sunday again...church service just ended and im back home..."so fast!!" u must be asking...well!! i just live above the church...yup as u would guess my parents are pastors...=p and there are apartments above the church..so here i am.i go to salvation army for ur info...and i have been in this church for 16 yrs...yeah ever since i was a baby.I was dedicated into this church as a child or shud i say infant..kekek i still have my baby pics to prove it!! boy was a fat then!! =D
I think i shall let u all in allitle about myself...where shall i start??
well i've been in a all boys sch for the past 10 yrs...acjs to ac barker!! i kinda miss those pri sch days where i always stayed back to play marbles and catching ard the sch..i was in boys brigade in pri 1-3 then was introduced to mini tennis...Mini tennis was fun but i dint make it to the first team and was only a sub...guess i was'nt good enough then..sighz!! i quit tennis..
Later in pri.5 i took up badminton..Szuyu i think u got the wrong guy!! u said u saw me somehow in the badminton team ...but i was in badminton CCA in pri 5 leh...wahahh so it coulden have been me...anywayz din noe badminton players were as ugly looking as me!!so cant be me!!
Then i grew up...or should i say moved on...hey im still a kid right!!?? right Xiujuan "ure such a kiddy...still playing Zoo tycoon" hey wait till i become a millionaire building finish my zoo!!! =p
anyway back to the point..i can't rellie remember much about sec sch...all i can remember is being a prefect...a slacker!! and being in soccer!! yup i was a total disaster in sec sch...dunno how my teachers got along with me..i was playing soccer in class..and helping friends to smuggle back food into the class after recess was over...haiz!! those were the days..
Now tt im in O.I im like totally lost...diff environment..suddenly so many new faces and frens just walked into my life like that!! im like so shy when it comes to girls...im rellie a puny church mouse!! so pls come tok to me Kk if not i'll feel rellie lonely and stuff//

YAY! my noodles is finally done!!
to tell u the truth i think the ij girls in our sch..are quite something!! =X
anywayz..
better go now..and..
ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!!
oi..oi ..oi oi..=p

2003-01-25T04:31:00.000-08:00

Yay!! today i bought a new pair of shoes!! red converse...queenstown was packed with youngsters man...so crowded!!!wahha i feel so mean...while i was shopping for my shoes...xiujuan was helping me with my blog..lalalal thanks ar!! i feel so mean *evil laughter* actually this is my second blog...coz of a slight problem...i coulden rellie remember my user name so i had to redo the whole bloody blog!! anywayz...yup heres the new one...hope i can learn new cool stuff frm u pro bloggers!!! oh yah something rellie paiseh tt happened today!!! hope julia dosen read this...erm!! a grp of us went to j8 today..julia, Peiling, myself my fren and two other girls. we went to the food court to have lunch but it was totally packed with people so we decided to like wait at a table...then when a table was free julia went over to it...but was like toking to me at the same time so she din notice tt a guy had put his bag on the table.this is the paiseh part!!! when she turned to face the man...she was like...excuse me!!! and like starred at the man wid her enormous eyes!!! i was like...erm no coments...hahha the guy was like erm too shocked to reply...wahahhahah =p and i was so paiseh!! hmmmm...what else..oh yes ..there was this rellie cute guy sitting two seats to my left during the SAT test!!! i tink he is rellie handsome...well too bad im not a girl...sighz!! OH yah ..somthing tt is out of the pt. DO NOT WATCH UZUMAKI!!! it sucks...its suppose to be a "ghost" show but it is rellie more disgusting than scary!! so pls dun waste ur $6.50..yah back to the point!! todays SAT was super tough!! i was kinda shocked to encounter sucj a tough paper...sighz how to go U like dat!! anywayz!!
well more updates!! Yanrong says my blog very boring...she says must write more...so MORE u shall get lolx!! =p
Gossips~~
Julia has an admierer...green uni wan!!
Peiling has 4 contenders...dunno how true?? (Julia told me wan) but shud be la...Peiling so chio =p
XJ aiyah...as usual...sleeping like a pig
aiyah hope to have more to add to my list...heheh i will try to update as frequently as possible!! yup
well well...looks like im the little twerp here...the extra!! like some ppl say huh!! blog only for girls...who say ar...i shalnt mention names..hor yanrong!!
u copycat
what>
blog is so girl
u also go and make
i wanna faint.
sighz!!! =p
i shall prove u all wrong..
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its getting late and theres church tml...so i tink i beter stop my blog writing..sighz everyone is like complaining ..."what u doing?" "why u so dao" okie okie im going to stop here for today ...plz come visit my blog often...and if possible..teach me some tips!!!yeah..
BYEEeEeeEEeee!!!!!
tk care!!